Friday, February 26, 2010

Ambidexrtrious Journal

Day 2

Ok, I'm also doing cursive. My cursive actually looks better than my normal letters! lol M shapes are a bit wobbly, but thats ok. Practice make perfect! :D I'm gonna keep working at it all day.

Shakey L8tr!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Ambidextrious Journal

Day 1
Ok, I'm gonna learn how to draw and write with my left hand! This should be fun! :D Right now, my shapes and letters look like Joshua did them, but I have to keep trying. Keep coming back to see how my journies doing!

Shakey L8tr!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I Have to Wait

Ok, one of my friends today told me she has a bf. I feel a twinge of jealousy. I know I have to wait on God, but it's awfully hard. Sometimes I feel like God is never gonna choose someone for me. I wish I knew. I wish I knew the person who liked me. *sigh* When I see other people have bfs or gfs, I feel left out. I know better to wait, because something bad might happen, but it is so hard to wait, especially when I see everyone else already has one. I just gotta rely on Him, even though it's hard and sometimes painful, I just have to put my trust and faith in him,

Saturday, February 6, 2010


Ok, so I got to Pink Chicken, another place for teens to hang out, and I SO enjoyed myself! They and a skit there that was AWESOME and Kaylee Robinson (thank you Kaylee!) talked to me! I was so happy. We talked about the skit and how cool it was. Poor Emily was helping the others get ready - sorry Em! :(. I drew two new Anime pics and am TRYING to get them up, but our computer is so dumb, I can't stand it! GRRRR. I'm gonna try to put the last four (I don't understand why it wouldn't put up FOUR pics!) tomorrow. The computer should be ready for me by then. Oh! I haven't even told you about Anime. Anime is Japanese drawing of people. My profile pic is my own Anime. I look for new pics alot, but there are never Christian ones. So I've decided to do my own, and I am hoping God will bless them. I want to reach out to people with them. I like doing Anime, it relaxes me. Maybe one day I'll somehow put them up here. Well, gotta go. TTYL!

Shakey Later!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Nothing There

Ok, so I go to Youth Group, and I feel so empty there. There is no one there who wants to talk about the things I know about. Like God. What's the point of a Youth Group if you don't talk about God?? I want a companion who will talk about God and not about things I don't like or understand. At Tapawingo Girls, I feel closer to the girls. We talk about God more than here. Sometimes, there's a small voice inside my head asking, ' Why do you keep going?' My reason for going is not for the teens or the games, but for the message, and how I can use that in my life. But sometimes, when that voice comes, I do ask my self, why do I keep going? I usually have the answer, but other times, I answer, ' I don't know.'

Monday, February 1, 2010


You all know Jesus is coming, but no one knows when. There have been many thoughts from preachers that it is coming soon. Has anyone looked at the signs? Has anyone taken into thought about them? I think about them, but I never thought it would happen soon. I was wrong. I have looked up some sites on the rapture, and their all coming true. David Jeremiah said that it is coming in his life time. I'm not scared or worried, but I am shocked at how many have come true. That makes me want to get closer to God even more. I feel as if I haven't done enough. If you don't believe me, check out the sites. Their all coming true, weather we like it or not. And I know I'm going to Heaven. Are you?